As introduced here, these Warm Recollections are random cullings from thirty years of notes files…
Reaching an age where someone being physically attracted to you is suggestive of a fetish rather than uncomplicated desire. You don’t want to feel that you’ve become fodder for a niche Tumblr.
“All my life, my heart has yearned for a thing I cannot name.”
― André Breton
Interesting thing about indie/low budget film: part of its distinctive rhythm can be provided by the fact that they use the same environments over and again — because of budgetary concerns — and this confers a sense of meta-structure. Expedience creating form, and form implying meaning.
There’s nothing like trying to pay for goods, in a little vegan-skewing grocery store staffed by young, affable hippies, to make you feel like a thrusting, go-getting, speed and flesh-crazed yuppy bastard.
The sound of a small American mall: distant muzak and the soft chitter of hangers on rails, as solitary women appraise sale items in the vast air-conditioned expanse of department store women’s sections.
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One of the few things older men have to teach younger men is the absolute, crystal-clear knowledge that the girl behind the bar is NOT flirting with you, and is smiling because that is her job.
Dang André Breton 😕